I have not written a single word for several months. Before the COVID I just wanted to take a break, as I was deep into Dostojevskij.
I’ve been meaning to share. But I have not. I have lost my sense of purpose, my self-esteem, my personal power. The COVID response has taken so much of me, and I was quickly left with the feeling, I had nothing to say. The feeling of waiting.
I had the feeling of being mostly confused, with revolting emotions, disturbed focus, low vibration from all sides – and from this state of mind, I basically had nothing to say, felt my contribution was of no value, as I had no clear view.
But is it true?
Hold on to your truth, always
Might it just be, this situation brings us closer to who we are, not further away? Might it just be, the skeletons sneaking out from every corner during this lockdown situation, has important messages for us? I believe so. Well, I believe it is complicated and both can and will go both ways. But I believe, we are in charge, and if we are not, we need to take charge on how this situation affects us and how we respond to it.
I do. It is true. If we do not grow from this, it is our own fault.
So, my life journey is about freedom. You wonderful people out there following the blog or the social media of me and my family, probably do so, because this perspective is important to you too. I started blogging basically because I answered the same questions over and over, realizing, there was something unsaid in our overstimulated and overinformed community of the global world.